Just had a long talk with mama. 3 things: my sickness, my marriage & my parents going haj. I kept on feeling scared of my sickness. Until my sickness TOTALLY gone, my mind won't feel at ease. My marriage. I'm worried if he cnt save enough $$. I scared to even asked him. I know he tried very hard but its not enough. And 3rdly, the haj. I know my parents really want 2 go 2 haj. But they insistof me getting marry 1st.
Aiyoh.......... So stress....!