Special Day part 1

On sat after sending syawal to werk, i brought mama to my fav spot. A spot tha'll always be in my heart. Tanjong rhu. Its just behind the Indoor stadium n overlook the bridge. Its my first time going there early in the morning. The scenery is magnificent! N if @ night, its calm N beautiful. N ROMANTIC. Azhar love to bring me there @ night. I have a dream. to have my main wedding picture with Azhar across the bridge. Its just beautiful. I really hope my dream comes true.. AMIN...


me n mama enjoying the view



mama hurrying me to snap bcoz of the morning sun. Haha!



mama posing



Condos @ Tanjong rhu. Mama says look lyk a toy houses.



The Bridge

Hopes she speaks...

Just finished my last night shif. Its a relax week. Maybe coz its audit week. I dont noe.

Just read my cuzzin blog n saw her facebook profile. Without she telling me, I understands wat happened. Feel totally sad over wat happen. But still, I dont noe the whole story. So i cnt jump into conclusions. I understand y she doesnt wants me to noe. Wanted to ask but i scared she tinks other wise. The fact is i'm 1/2 crying now. I dont noe y. just sad, very sad.

Gerl, i STRONGLY believe ur a strong gerl. ur like a total mirror of ur mum, strong will n believe. Wateva it is u can make it though its hard.

I LOVE YOU,GERL...

Singles' Day Out!

Went out with group of my colleagues to Pastamania. First time ever all are SINGLE!!! No hubby, wifey, boyfy & kiddy. Except Sister Hoon brought her grandchild. Actually, I don't Feel like going out with ani one tonight. Just wanna go out n buy pressie for ayang then head home.

Nowadays i feel gloomy. Feel just wanna be alone. Without me relising, my mama told me i don't look happy sometime. Even Ayang said i gets angry quickly. But he always try his best to cool me off quickly too. I felt bad coz he himself having problem @ work. He always sound tired too. But he always make a point of calling me when he reaches hm from work & before he sleeps. He just told me last night that he feels comfort upon hearing my voice. Felt bad. Our relationship has gone thru ups & down but some how or rather, this is worst.

Just feeling scare. For our future, together. Maybe @ stalked too. Allah, please help us.....